Another post because my brain is working on overdrive
I feel like I am on the brink. I am knee-deep in all of my classes, but in a good way. I’m starting to get it all. Environmental Ethics and Anthropology of Development in particular. GIS and Econ give me the technical knowledge to apply those. PRB gives me a little insight to how that relates to the bigger picture. Earthkeepers made me feel like I’m not the only one who is thinking these things and lets me talk about the big questions and little simplicities with like minded people. I’m on the brink of finding my passion and what I want to do with my life.
I’m also in the process of being reawakened emotionally after a year of numbness.
I’m also just coming out of a rut that my friendships were in.
I’m also on the brink of fulling accepting myself for who I am after a low dip of insecurity
I am on the brink and so many great things are happening now and will happen soon.
I am so scared there are only 3 weeks left. I want to get over the edge of this brink before it is over. WELL over the edge. I want to dive deep and not care that we only have 2 weeks left.
But then i am hurdeled into this summer. Working and living in my favorite place. Meeting new people and fostering my relationships with the old.
Then I get to fucking travel the world like literally circumnavigate the earth and study exactly what I am into and follow what i love and see new places and meet new people!
The next 7 months are going to get me that much closer to the person I want to become.
So i’m going to dive deep not worry about leaving. The clock is ticking so lets make the most of it.
Lets stay in touch.
I’m already excited to come back.